In 2008 the Playboy mansion became Crystal Harris’s sanctuary – a shimmering vestige of power and opportunity. Within months she had ascended its hierarchical system to become Hugh Hefner’s top girlfriend. But her new home came at a cost. Forced to follow strict rules which governed everything from her appearance to behaviour, she began to lose her identity. By the time she married Hef in 2012, the mansion had become her prison. Before he passed away in 2017, Hef made Crystal promise to only say good things about the decade she spent in his world. After years of silence, in this gripping and honest memoir Crystal finally exposes the toxic culture at Playboy’s core and the devastating effect it had on her health.